For the first time in a long time…
I am not counting down the minutes
of each agonizing day
For the clock to show a time when sleep is acceptable.
Rather, I’m pushing moments….
willing the clock to tick a little slower
so I can read a little more, sew one more row, dance another dance…
I’m ever grateful
But I’m begging for this life enjoyment to last.
I don’t want to go back to counting agonizing minutes.